been a year..

it has indeed been one long year, since i blogged on this site. hmm sad n never been sadder before. i am one step late, to retrieve what belonged to me, and has been right infront of me, yet i didnt appreciate it, funny right? life sucks, period.

im drinking chivas now, and loving it, too bad i cant smoke in my room, have to go out the house to smoke every now and then. yay for chivas, my best mate when im down and also when im happy. fuck you chivas. hahahaha, stand one side ok? dont happy oso come, sad oso come, for fuck sake. but still love ya. hehe.

i wonder what my life would be this year, guess less relationships will happen to me. i have lost confidences in relationships, so yea laura stop go and tell everyone, and i mean the whole world, that i am what? sibu famed playboy. hahaha, sif. i never am and never was. thank you very much lau ra ra ra.

hmm, i am regretting of coming back here so early, i should have stayed longer in sibu. if i have known i wouldnt be able to get back what's mine, then the decision would been easy to make. oh well, at least i tried right? yay for me on that one.

what i did last year? hmm.. i dont know, i dont wanna talk about it, sorry P and C, i didnt mean to hurt you both. sorry for the ones that i have forgotten to list out. many thanks to dear S to been there for me when i am down and when i am fucked. but im not up for any relationships. i am sorry. it's fucked up i know. but sometimes fucked up is nice what? haha. at least somedays you are fucked up, or you'll be called a fucking freak for smiling and laughing everyday. lol.

sibu is a good place. although it's small and full of paikias and ah bengs and stuff, but it's all good. altho the coffee shops sucked, the shopping malls sucked, road sucked, traffic sucked, lin teh places sucked, everywhere sucked, looked depressing and all that, but it's sibu man. fucking fun. haha. gonna miss all the times hanging out with best mates and friends, linteh through the nites, pubbing, clubbing, snookering, dota-ing. haha. see you guys next year ya? or end of this year.

ok, i better stop here now, if not im gonna talk lots of bullshits that dont make sense.

i know i cant give you anything anymore, i hope you find happiness and what you wish for. good luck in your life, and see you around.

out.

the 13 unions

hehehe... i finally got my 13 unions... =)




here's da pic..

yay yay yay yay yay.. :P

oops..

totally forgotten about my good old blog. it has really been a long long while. last update on 31st dec. so this post will be the first for 2006 =)

anyway.. i dunno where to begin, well went back to nz on 29th of jan, to sit my specials (2 actually, 2 pharmacy papers that i hav failed). fucking gay, i cant believe i fail those 2, and what's even more fucked is that, i actually fail the specials as well.. so in other word im fucked.

but lets not be upset about it, im actually doing double degrees now.. accounting and pharmacy. yay, business thinking. hee hee.

anyway, did a lot of stuff after dec 31st, went to cafe cafe for new yr party, got drunk yadaa yadaa yadaa. nothing new, nothing special. hmm, forgot what i did already. anyway, yea i sat business class for malaysia airlines back to nz, and i got the opportunity to go into the golden lounge for free.

inside was alright.. didnt see any teenagers.. so i was pretty bored, was thinking if i can seduce or get seduced in there haha. anyway, the food and drinks are all free. beers, alcohol, coffee, you name it, they have it. free massage chairs (osim), shower rooms, smoking rooms, tv rooms.







well, the flight over to nz is ok.. but i was very very tired so i slept about the whole flight minus the time i eat. food was okay, but i got drunk on the plane and it was really fucking up my head. i nearly got dehydrated. rofl.. stupid air hostess, i asked for chivas and she gave me half a bottle.. wat the heck? well, free alcohol so yea yay lets get drunk. bad idea bad idea. so boys and girls, do not drink alcohol on the plane, i learnt my lesson.

so.. dunedin is the same, met some new frens, met old frens bla bla bla.. nothing interesting.. but this post is getting too long so i'll end it here, will start to update my blog again.. watch out!

omg im still here

and i went to miri too.. and now im back in sibu again..

hmm.. guess i wont be going back to nz so early.. =)

well, xmas eve at cafecafe was great.. looking forward for tonite!

bye bye malaysia

1 more week.. and im out of it.

fuck. =)

king of the jungle

is not a lion.. narnia sucks.. the lion sucks.. it's nice that he got shaven clean.. kekekeke..

the real king of the jungle.. is not any animal other than the king kong himself.. damn it, king kong movie is at least 10x better than narnia.. the graphics, the story lines, the acting! gosh.. narnia doesnt hav pretty actress either.. but king kong hav leng chai actor (pianist guy), leng lui actress (ring girl).

so damn pretty kay.. no joke joke hor.. =)

anyway.. went to watch it wif my ex laura.. and those little kiddies were like "eh that's ur gf ah? u're so lucky.. she's so pretty.. im jealous.."

wtf? lol..

narnia.. nardia.. niama?

damn, got woken up at 11am yesterday. friends dragged me along to watch narnia. altho this is my first time, to watch movie at such an early time.. (11am is still bedtime for me) but, it was one of my good old fren, who came back to sibu just to see me (lol, not really, he's back for dota.. sigh.. another computer freak).

anyway.. misses him much much, so went out wif them lor. the movie sucks, for me. i mean the plots are dumb and the actings are below par. and, wtf lion? witch? and the wardrobe? lololololol.

oh ya, by the way, i think my friends went to watch that becos of "lion" and "witch", as they both are names of heroes in dota.

hmm, at least i get to know some girls during the process of getting over with the movie. well, they know who i am, but i didnt know them. but, 1 of them talked to me on mirc last night =)

mmmmmmmmmmmmmm... have to start exploiting this "new movies fever" loophole liao.

life in sibu is ameliorating.