1.18.2007

been a year..

it has indeed been one long year, since i blogged on this site. hmm sad n never been sadder before. i am one step late, to retrieve what belonged to me, and has been right infront of me, yet i didnt appreciate it, funny right? life sucks, period.

im drinking chivas now, and loving it, too bad i cant smoke in my room, have to go out the house to smoke every now and then. yay for chivas, my best mate when im down and also when im happy. fuck you chivas. hahahaha, stand one side ok? dont happy oso come, sad oso come, for fuck sake. but still love ya. hehe.

i wonder what my life would be this year, guess less relationships will happen to me. i have lost confidences in relationships, so yea laura stop go and tell everyone, and i mean the whole world, that i am what? sibu famed playboy. hahaha, sif. i never am and never was. thank you very much lau ra ra ra.

hmm, i am regretting of coming back here so early, i should have stayed longer in sibu. if i have known i wouldnt be able to get back what's mine, then the decision would been easy to make. oh well, at least i tried right? yay for me on that one.

what i did last year? hmm.. i dont know, i dont wanna talk about it, sorry P and C, i didnt mean to hurt you both. sorry for the ones that i have forgotten to list out. many thanks to dear S to been there for me when i am down and when i am fucked. but im not up for any relationships. i am sorry. it's fucked up i know. but sometimes fucked up is nice what? haha. at least somedays you are fucked up, or you'll be called a fucking freak for smiling and laughing everyday. lol.

sibu is a good place. although it's small and full of paikias and ah bengs and stuff, but it's all good. altho the coffee shops sucked, the shopping malls sucked, road sucked, traffic sucked, lin teh places sucked, everywhere sucked, looked depressing and all that, but it's sibu man. fucking fun. haha. gonna miss all the times hanging out with best mates and friends, linteh through the nites, pubbing, clubbing, snookering, dota-ing. haha. see you guys next year ya? or end of this year.

ok, i better stop here now, if not im gonna talk lots of bullshits that dont make sense.

i know i cant give you anything anymore, i hope you find happiness and what you wish for. good luck in your life, and see you around.

out.

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