florist..

okay.. sorry i havent been updating my blog for a damn long time.. for the time in malaysia anyway..

i'll go thru roughly what i have done in malaysia..
-joined lampe berger paris, obviously to support one of my good friend
-met a lot of good friends, and old friends
-went to jay's visit to 1 utama, was the front 10-20 lines
-had a one night stand and fucking regretted it

and now.. a relationship with a florist, that is too fucked up to even imagine.. okay.. he has a boyfriend already. that's fine, if they are just normal boyfren-galfren types, they could break up and i'll be the new guy holding her hand. but, things are never simple, the world is never fair (i think im a fucking hypocrite when i type that). anyway, there's a lot of things going on wif her and her boyfren, and no she cannot break up wif her boyfren, cos her life kind of depended on him. i wont say much here cos it's her personal issue.

anyway, she loves me, i love her. and it makes me feel that i am seriously a fucking prick. stop seducing her, u dumbfuck.